As dear friend once told me, "Shane, tomorrow doesn't belong to us. We need to thank God for each day." Indeed life is uncertain and we need to be prepared to meet our God. Are you prepared to meet Him? Dear friend, please consider this question as you continue reading my testimony below.
My name is Shane Wright. I am 35 years old, married to a wonderful wife. Please allow me to first share some of my background with you. As with many women (and men), my mother carried the task of working full time while raising both my sister and myself. Early on in my mother's life she had been influenced by her older sister who was a Jehovah's Witness. Years later, following the divorce of my parents, my mother again became reacquainted with the Jehovah's Witnesses and we soon found ourselves sitting in a kingdom hall (church) each Sunday.
As early as I can remember the uncertainty of life wore heavy on my heart. The thought of returning to the ground as dust and no longer existing for a period of time, as JW's believe, was quite frankly, frightening. I was perplexed by the thought of the afterlife of nothingness. We were called to go to door to door and give people hope, and yet, I had no real assurance of this hope within me. My troubled heart was like "a wave of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind ". There was no peace, and nothing seemed to fill the void my heart longed for.
It wasn't long until I began to drift further into the depths of darkness falling head long into rebellion. Consequently, the wages of sin only brought me further away from the light of hope and purpose that I had longed for. The Bible says that there is pleasure in sin, but only for a season. I am reminded of this in the life of Moses who rightly chose "rather to suffer affliction with the people of God than to enjoy the passing pleasures of sin" (Hebrews 11:25). In hindsight, I clearly remember those days of passing pleasures with temporary highs followed by long lasting hangovers of emptiness.
"There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death." - Proverbs 14:12
The way of life that I had chose was taking me on a path of destruction and ultimate eternal separation from God. Life only seemed to get worse and it wasn't long until I was excommunicated from the JW organization. From that point on I could no longer speak with most family members and friends. According to JW doctrine, any further association with me was strictly forbidden.
After spending a year in Japan teaching English, I returned home. My quest in searching for life's meaning purpose continued. As much as I deeply admired the nation of Japan, I did not find hope in any temple or man-made buddha statue. I was also reluctant to return to the JW's despite the promise of restored relationships with family and friends. Not even the dating relationships that I been in over those past years had brought me closer to a fulfillment of heart. So my quest continued. I searched and searched. Eventually I found the One eternal hope that I had truly been searching for. I quickly discovered that He had never been too far. His name was Jesus Christ. The name of Jesus that had always been familiar to me, but the Person of Jesus Christ had never been made real in my heart. This is why I am sharing this testimony with you. It is hard to find the words to describe how awesome and wonderful Jesus is. Despite the trials and problems that arise in life, it is an amazing feeling to have a blessed assurance and living hope that Jesus is alive and lives in my heart. Jesus loves you and I pray that He would become real in your heart today.
It was in front of a coffee shop at Mount Royal College (now University) when I first began to open the door of my heart to my dear Christian friend. From the very the very first day we met, Shane (same name as I) took a genuine interest in my life. Shane and I would get together for coffee for at least once a week. We would talk about life, classes, and the common interests we shared. At some point of the conversation, Shane would begin to talk about the love of Jesus Christ. "Here he is goes again..." I would say to myself, as I sat and listened to him speak so passionately about a Person he seemed to know so intimately. As Shane spoke about Jesus, I would watch the countenance of his face glow with such joy. Tears of joy seem to always be at the threshold as he shared about the love of Jesus Christ. "God loves me?" ...."He sent His Son to die for me?" I had never heard such life giving words before! Without fully comprehending what it all really meant and its profound implication in relation to my life, a cry deep within my heart simply responded saying, "Yes, this is truth! This is what I have been searching for!" It was as if something on the inside was beginning to awaken. I was awakening to the love and truth of Jesus Christ as the Spirit of God was drawing me to Himself.
On February of 2004, I made the most important decision I could ever make by trusting in Jesus Christ for salvation. I called upon the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and asked Him to be Saviour and Lord of my life. Jesus answered my cry and saved my life and He wants to save your life and your family’s life too.
The problem of sin
It was sin that had separated the human race from God. It is though faith in Jesus Christ that one is saved from God’s wrath and eternal condemnation. Dear reader, God does not want to condemn you but He wants to receive you with open arms. However, the wages of sin is death and sin demands just punishment by a Holy God. I heard someone say that there are those who say God is too good to punish sin, but in reality God is too good not to punish sin.
A person may ask, “Who are we to define what sin is?” It is important to remember, as I once heard a preacher say, that sin is not what we think it is, but rather what God says it is. One could also argue that “If you feel in your heart that it is right, then it must be okay?” However the Bible says that the heart of man cannot be trusted. Jeremiah 17:9 says that “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked; who can know it?”
Sin entered the human race in the Garden of Eden through the lives of Adam and Eve who disobeyed God and ate the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. The first human couple and our first human parents willingly chose to believe the lie of satan who said, “ you will not surely die.” (Genesis 3:4) after God said, “…for in that day you eat of it you shall surely die.” (Genesis 2:17). Since the fall of man, the curse of sin and death has come to all people conceived, born, and who live in this fallen world. Sin is against the very character of God and it is in this fallen condition that a person separated from Him.
Have you been angry with someone without a cause? The Bible says that this anger is equivalent to murder (Matthew 5:21,22) and that a person is in danger of being judged as a murderer on the day of judgement. Have you ever looked at woman to lust for her in your heart? God’s word says that when a person lusts for a woman in his heart, he has already committed adultery with her and will thus be judged as an adulterer. (Matthew 5:28). Furthermore Jesus said, “For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witnesses, blasphemies. These are the things that defile a man.” (Matthew 15:19). The Bible calls those things which defiles people sin. The inherited curse of sin from Adam and Eve has not only brought both physical and spiritual death, but also separation from God.
If you see what is happening in the world today there is so much evidence of the consequences of sin. Instead of an improved world with all the medicine, increased knowledge, and technology, the world we live in is getting worse. Murder, wars, violence, broken homes, suicide rates, disease, substance abuse, and mental illnesses have all risen to unprecedented figures. The Bible says that in the last days you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. Nation will rise against nation and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines, pestilences, and earthquakes in various places. It also says that many will be offended and will betray one another. Jesus also warned that there will be many false prophets and they will rise up and deceive many. Because of lawlessness, the love of many will grow cold (Matthew 24:5-13). The Bible accurately depicts what we see all over the world today. Can you see how destructive sin is not only to our own lives, but more importantly, in relation to the character of a Holy God?
The Way back to God
"Jesus said to him, " I am the way, the truth, and the life." No one comes to the Father except through Me." - John 14:6
If you were to die today, do you know for sure, without a shadow of a doubt, that you would go to heaven? There was a point in my life when I was faced with this same question. It is not God’s will that any should perish in hell but for all people to come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9). Being a good person, or doing good works and charitable deeds, will never be sufficient to cover your sins. It is not about what you have done or who you are, but it is everything to do with who Jesus Christ is and what He has done. We can only come to God by His grace through faith in His Son Jesus Christ. Jesus’ shed blood on the cross and resurrection broke the power of the curse death and sin. God loves you and He has a plan for your life.Will you call upon His name today?
Here are some promises from the Bible that tell of God’s plan of salvation.
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." - Romans 3:23.
"The wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ." Romans 6:23.
"Whoever calls upon the name of the LORD shall be saved." - Romans 10:13
Do you believe that Jesus is the Son of God and He died for your sins? Just as you are, right where you are at, you can call upon his name by repenting of your sins and surrendering your life to Jesus Christ. This will be the most important decision that you can ever make, not only for yourself, but for your family and possibly future generations. Ask Him help you change, to wash you, and help you to fulfill the plan he has for your life through the power of the Holy Spirit. Begin a new life of prayer and thank Him every day for allowing you to live another day and life in Him. Read His word, the Bible daily, and ask the Lord to help you find a good church where the cross is preached and the Bible is taught. Be in fellowship with other Christians, praying for each other daily as you grow the knowledge and love of Christ. Jesus also came to heal the broken hearted. Allow Him to heal wounds in your heart and of your broken past. The Bible declares that you are fearfully and wonderfully made created in the likeness and image of God. Let your light shine and allow Him to channel His love through you to others, and use you to share the good news, the gospel of salvation. Never forget, but always remember, that nothing can separate you from the love of Jesus Christ (Romans 8:39).
“Grace, mercy, and peace will be with you from God the Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of the Father, in truth and love.” – 2 John 1:3